Virginia Tech

It has been almost three months since the shootings on campus, and I still havent even began to deal with it. I still remember everything that happened that morning… I had woke up to the sound of people shouting, and to sirens everywhere. I look outside my window only to see a police officer with a gun yelling at people to get inside. It was around 815…. I quickly climbed down out of my loft on the 7th floor of West AJ to check my e-mail, “someone had been shot with in my dorm, police are on the scene” and nothing more. At that moment I did not know what to think, i was so scared. I tried to get in contact with my ex boyfriend/ best friend but he was not responding. He lives in charlottesville and though we are not together, I still love him, just in a different way as before. I know he feels the same way about me, and i still use him as my security blanket. He makes me feel safe in a place where I dont feel comfortable. However i could not get in touch with him. Next was my mother. I called her and told her that i was ok.  It sounds horrible to say, but i thought i would be ok staying on campus with just 9 people killed. but then the number started to increase and my degree of comfortable-ness, if thats even a word, began to shrink. My ex/ best friend came and got me that evening and I went home on the 16th. My mother and I decided that I should go back early to try and get resituated in a silent dorm. I walked in the friday after only to come home to caution tape everywhere, and nothing but silence. that night it wasnt the fact that one of my friends, ryan, had died, but the silence and the eerie feeling that came with staying in the building. I had to leave as soon as i could. a lot of my friends do not understand y i didnt stay with people who were going thru the same thing i was, but i just could not shake the feeling of the silence even when around people. the place that i had called my home had been violated and i didnt not feel comfortable there anylonger….. even now i have to stop talking because i am getting too upset to type nelonger. Y it is so hard to deal with i will never understand. i still have nightmares, and i need to start getting some sort of closure, but i dont know if it will ever come. I miss the safety of my school, i miss the joy of my freshman year of college. I just dont know how to get that feeling back, but im not going to go to a different school to find out. I cannot leave my home, and one day i will fnd out y…

Designer Children

There have been many advances within the realm of genetics over the past decade. These advances will eventually allow one to genetically enhance their own body or be able to treat and/or prevent multiple forms of disease. However as stated in the article, “The Case Against Perfection,” our ways of science are moving faster than our moral understanding. Is it ok to deny our own nature and “fate” and genetically alter our genes, in order to make ourselves “better than the norm?” Scientists are now working on ways in which one can enhance their muscles, memories, and moods. Aside from making you child “the best of the best,” and prevent them from disease, but a parent can also choose a child’s sex.

There are essentially two sides of genetically altering one’s child, this first being for curing a genetic disease. I would not normally agree with altering a persons genes, however if it cures a horrible disease that that particular person has then I believe it is acceptable. However there is a second question that lies within the discussion of curing disease. When in the embryos development do you alter the genes? Does one alter the genes when the embryo is within the germ line, or when the embryo has progressed to contain the somatic cells? There are advantages to both sides. If one decides to alter the embryo at the germ line, this affects every generation from that child down the family line. Where as, if one alters it at the somatic stage, it only alters that embryo, not its unborn children. Personally, if I were to spend the amount of money that genetic alteration costs, I would want my embryo to be altered at the germ line, and to cure all the generations after my child’s.

The second side to genetically altering ones child deals with enhancing a child’s ability to excel at multiple actions. For example, one could enhance their child to excel at sports or academics. Sandel states in his article, “It is commonly said that genetic enhancements undermine our humanity by threatening our capacity to act freely, to succeed by our own efforts, and to consider ourselves responsible-worthy of praise or blame- for the things we do and for the way we are.”  I believe that this quote explains much of the debates about enhancing ones child. For example, I would be more prone to support someone who is a good athlete through hard work and dedication rather than someone who was enhanced before they were born to excel at their sport. Personally I just do not believe that genetic enhancement is not moral, and does not go along with my values. However, everyone is different.

Lastly to touch upon choosing the sex of ones child, I believe that this is somewhat reasonable under the assumption that it is used for family balancing. Microsort and PDG are both ways on which one can choose the sex that baby would be born with. However choosing the sex, does not always mean that they will stay that gender their whole life. I feel like you are choosing a set way for your child and having high hopes, only to be disappointed later in life if your child decides to turn transgender.

Cancer and Genetic Defaults

            Since our week had been split between two different modules, I would like to touch on both. On Tuesday we wrapped up our discussion on cancer. The first point that I would like to acknowledge is the fact that everyone is affected by cancer, and that cancer does not know differences between man. A good quote I pulled from my own research for my paper in English is written by Michelangelo Delfino and Mary E. Day in their book, Cancer: We Live and Die by Radiation. They state,

 

            “Cancer is a disease—an abnormal condition that accounts

              for some 13% of all deaths in the world. Second to heart disease

              as a cause of death, cancer is arguably this planet’s most

              frightening killer. No on is spared—cancer threatens every man,

              woman, and child, even the unborn. The disease has no fear and knows

              no global boundaries.” (Delfino 1)

 

I feel that this quotes wraps up all of Rothmans points in our reading for Tuesday. We are all exposed to things that could cancer, we are all under the same risk. Though we are under the same risk, I feel some of us have different levels of risk. For example, if breast cancer runs in your family, due to genetics you are more prone to developing breast cancer also. Lastly I feel that due to radiation or pollution concentration, those who live in areas with a higher concentration are more at risk than others.

 

            To also touch on the second module that we started on Thursday, I would like to talk more about out class discussion rather than the reading. We were split into groups and asked questions concerning genetic defaults and abortion based on age, gender, race, etc. The questions were concerning parental screening, for example a amniocentesis, and the decisions that would be made according to the results. Personally, even without different risks of genetic defaults, I would receive the screening. I feel that if something were to be wrong I would want to be prepared to provide the best living environment necessary for that child to grow. If I am doing well financially and I am at a younger age, there is no way that I would go through with an abortion if my child had genetic defects. However I could understand someone wanting an abortion if they were not in the right financial position to provide for their child, or if they were at high risk for their age. In the end, even if I were a high risk pregnancy (women of the age 35 or older), I still do not think that I would go through with an abortion if, for example my child was going to have downs syndrome. I would understand the consequences, having to take care of that child for the rest of my life and there is always that risk of the parents dying before the child. This would put a burden on the rest of the family to have to take care of that child, however I if it were my family they would not consider it a burden. They would love the child just as much as any other child and would not mind taking care of them.

 

Delfino, Michelangelo, and Mary E. Day. Cancer: We Die and Live by Radiation. 

           
Los Altos: MoBeta Publishing, 2006.

Breast Cancer

This week we spent a lot of time discussing the issues surrounding breast cancer. I would first like to start with a quote from Samantha King’s article, “Pink Ribbons INC.,” as she states the evolution of breast cancer in society. King writes,

 

“the disease has been reconfigured from a stigmatized disease

and individual tragedy best dealt with privately and in isolation,

to a neglected epidemic worthy of public debate and political organizing,

to an enriching and affirming experience during which women with

breast cancer are rarely ‘patients’ and mostly ‘survivors.’”

 

This is true stated also in the movie, The Body Beautiful, a women who had breast cancer 20 years ago was said to keep it to herself and immediate family. Then once she had gone through surgery to try and keep it secret by “stuffing” her bra. This is completely wrong and demoralizing to the individual. I would feel like I was not accepted by my friends and family, an alien of sorts. The second topic I would like to touch upon is the gender biased that is associated with breast cancer. When most people think of breast cancer, most think of the pink ribbon, the purple stamps, and women. Breast cancer research and breast cancer in general is widely advertised as just a cancer that women have. However this is untrue, men can get the disease also, it is just a smaller percentage than women get it. I do not think they are trying to have a gender biased towards men, it just happens to be that men do not get it as often. This leads me to my next question on if the gender biased would make people more resistant to buying breast cancer items. Personally, it does not stop me from buying these items. Most of the things that I buy, a portion of the money is sent to breast cancer research. This research benefits both sexes, not just women. And judging by the general consensus of the class it does not seem as it would bother them either. When the males were asked if they would be offended by the gender biased if they had breast cancer, the response was not surprising. Most men would not be offended, the advertising does picture all women, and however it is all going to the same cause and benefiting the men with breast cancer also.

Lastly, is it morally correct for a corporation to use breast cancer research to advertise their products?  King later states in her article, “Breast cancer research and education is a—if not the—favorite charitable cause for corporations seeking to attract female consumers through cause-related marketing campaigns.” At first thought with this question, I had to take a step back and think. I would probably be more prone to buying a product where a portion of the profit will be donated to a good cause. Then from there on I would probably continue to buy items from that company because I would think that they “support a good cause.” However as Tori pointed out in our class discussion I would want to buy products from a company that I donates every year on their own without advertisement. I feel that would be more noble than making a product specifically for “breast cancer research advertisement.” But then again a company has a certain projection that they have to meet. And advertising for something like breast cancer research helps a lot with their view in the publics eye.

Selective Abortion

There are several questions that I wish to address concerning genetic research. The first of which being if one knew their child was going to be a “genetic weakling” and of defective, would you have an abortion or force that child to be sterile for the betterment of community? To start how do u define someone as being a genetic weakling or defective, what are the superior genes that are the deciding point? I believe that everyone that is born has some positive effect on the world one way or another. Though they might be “defective” or lack in one area, does not mean they cannot excel in others. For example, Einstein was said to be mildly autistic, however look at the advances he made for our scientific community. Also in the beginning the society might have a line drawn to say what defective is, however they will continue to find things wrong, and raise the bar on defects. The way that goes, eventually they would be killing off everyone because no one can be considered perfect. I personally do not agree with this, if I am going to have a child that is autistic, I will accept the challenge, loving them as much as I would a child that did not have autism.

            There is yet a second question that is harder to answer than the one above. If I found out that I am to have a child, and that child has Tay Sachs disease, where they baby dies within a year of birth, would I have an abortion? I have carefully considered both sides of this argument, and have come to the conclusions of its personal choice. One would have to  weight out their options, meaning would you rather carry this child for 9 months only to have it suffer and die a year after birth or would you have an abortion to save yourself from going through losing this child that you have grown close to and developed a close relationship with. Personally I do not like considering the thought of having an abortion myself, I support a woman’s right to choose, however I would never be able to go through with it myself. At least I never thought I would be able to until I ran into this question. I view an abortion as taking an emotional toll on myself and my significant other, and it would completely suck to have one. However I do not think that I would be emotionally stable enough to carry a child for nine months, having the knowledge that I would grow close to them over the next year, and then have them taken from me. So initially it is a personal choice on your morals, values, and personal strength however personally I would not be able to have a child knowing their fate.

Intelligence Potential

There are many different types of people in
America, this includes people who do well is school and those who do not. Should these two groups of people really be separated, and what constitutes as doing well in school? Is there are limit to intellectual potential and should these students be tracked throughout their schooling? Lastly do those students placed on the lower tracks have a disadvantage when applying to colleges.

            Ever since I was a kindergartener I have been seen as having intellectual potential, meaning that in my latter years in school I would do well. I was then set on a path of academic success where all the right opportunities were given to me in order to succeed in college. What about those kids who were not seen as having the same intellectual potential as I was, what happened to them? In my high school students were separated into several different categories according to this potential. You had your remedial classes, vocational classes, college prep classes, regular classes, honors classes, then lastly ending in AP classes. This list starts with what was considered the lowest category of classes, then increases from there. I do not agree with this form of structure that is shown through most public schooling. This form of tracking does not give others the same opportunities that I did on the higher track.

            Also how does one measure these students intelligence, through a standardized test that only shows their academic ability? Going back to my high school that is in a small, conservative town, if your child’s potential was not up for the college prep level or higher, the students parents were advised by a guidance counselor to be placed in a vocational school. There are several different reasons that make this a controversial issue. First and foremost it seems the counselors are putting a cap on the students potential saying they will never be able to do anything better than using their hands. Secondly this form of advisement makes it seem that vocational school is a bad thing to be in, when some of the most successful people have been enrolled in a vocational school.

            Lastly those that have been tracked to being the brightest of a group of kids have more of an academic advantage for the future than those who were placed on the lower track. I believe this is extremely unfair! For example, as I said before I had been put on the higher track, where as my cousin Thomas was not. During his sophomore year of high school, Thomas’ parents were called and advised that he go to vocational school for half a day his junior and senior year of high school. Thomas was put in the Automobile Correction class and hated it. He was doing horrible in his classes at the vocational school, but doing well in his college prep classes at our high school. However nothing was said or done to take him out of his vocational school. Thus his grades were suffering and he felt that college was not the future to him due to the bad grades he was receiving in his vocational class. He then enrolled in the Marines because he felt that he could make a stronger difference through serving his country and had no aspiration of going to college because he thought he could not do it. However he is happy with his decision and now has the ambition of some day going to college. 

The Body Beautiful

In this movie, the mother’s breast was removed. She was pregnant and was diagnosed with having breast cancer, so each day her baby grew stronger her body grew weaker. At the time of her delivery her body was so weak they removed both her breasts. Before surgery, the doctors had advised her to bring handkerchiefs to “stuff” her bra with, so what she was left with looked somewhat normal. During this time period the doctors were saying they were doing more mastectomies than tonsillectomies. Telling this to the woman who is emotionally unstable as it is because she just gave birth to a child and now she is loosing both of her breasts. I believe this does not do well for a women’s self esteem, not only is her removing her breasts, the thing that makes her feel feminine, but she is also being told to make herself appear “normal” to the public eye.

            As her children got older and the mother started to heal, her daughter became a model right when women’s curves were “in fashion.” This I think would put a toll on the mothers self esteem as well. Her daughter is making money off of her looks and curves that supposedly makes her a woman, where as the mother does not have this advantage. The movie moves along to where her daughter invited the mother to go to a sauna because “all the women are doing it.” Despite her initial instincts, the mother went in order to please her daughter. Within the sauna, women’s breasts were exposed everywhere. This is degrading to the mother as well, however she never exposed herself. As time went on, the mother feel asleep in the sauna and allowed her towel to drop, thus exposing her scar from her mastectomy. The other women in the sauna stared her down, and it was then that her daughter realized all that her mother had went through.

            The movie ends with the mother and a young black male touching and kissing each other. Also the daughter keeps yelling in the background, “touch her.” This part of the film I found somewhat disturbing. However I understand the point the director is trying to make. In today’s society a woman’s breast is what makes her feminine. When the mother lost her breast, it leads her to feel undesirable.

 

Lynchburg

As with the movie, Tongues United, I do not feel like we watched enough of the movie for me to write a full film diary on. I do however understand the opinions of the people in the film and the purpose of what the film was about.

            Prior to 1980 many people from then blue ridge mountain area were brought down to
Lynchburg to get an operation performed. They were told that it was for their own good and health if they went through with it. What they did not know is that these innocent people were being sterilized. The government sponsored operation supported their actions by trying to create “better genes” by killing off the “bad genes.” Meaning if you were feeble minded, had a harsh disease, blind, deaf, handicapped etc. you would be sterilized for the betterment of society.

Tongues United

            The intersections between Race and Sexual Orientation are plentiful as seen in the movie, Tongues United. Not only has the black man struggled with his race in society trying to earn a name for himself when he did not do anything to be discriminated on, but for him to be gay too goes against all social norm. It is like double the reason for that one man to be discriminated against. As one of the men in the movie pointed out, “Silence is the deadliest weapon,” and these men were trying to end the silence by coming out as gay. Personally I thought that the movie had a good meaning behind it, however I do not think that we watched enough of the movie to get a good enough grasp on everything that happened. I understand that the black gay male was discriminated by everyone, everywhere. They were made fun of by not only the whites for being “smarter gay men” but also by the other blacks. The other blacks believed they gave all minorities a bad name due to the fact that not only were they disliked for being a different race but to be gay also.

            Lastly I do not think that the small segment that we watched gave me enough information to try and write on. Maybe its because I did not understand some of the parts we watched. Especially the “Snap!ology” issue.  I have no idea what a snap diva is and I am even half gay…

Sexual Orientation

Sexual orientation, along with race, is a subject that is hard to discuss without stepping on multiple peoples toes. Heterosexuality is the social norm in today’s society, but as our country continues to say that they accept people for who they are. Then how come when someone says they are homosexual they get discriminated more so than someone of a different race. I, of all people, have experience with sexual orientation discrimination. As I have mentioned before in my previous blogs, I come from a very conservative and republican based town. They believe in tradition and following what is “normal” in society. When someone dares to be different, the whole town will know about it by the end of the week. It’s the down fall of living in a small town such as mine. You can tell someone a secret one week, and a few days later the whole high school knows what you did. So when someone decides to go against the social norm, for example, as being homosexual or bisexual, the people in my town look down upon it. I should know… My senior year in high school I came out to my friends as being bisexual. By the end of the week I was having my property defaced such as my locker. When I would walk down the halls people would yell obscene words or phrases to me. Eventually a few weeks later things calmed down and I was old news within the high school, people still knew, it just was not a “current issue.”

            My high school however has changed a lot since I have graduated, this year a group of students started a Gay Straight Alliance. And it continues to grow each day, I only hope that the members do not get half the discrimination that I did. I still have not come out to my parents or family yet, and I do not plan to any time soon. My mother and step father have already spoke to me about their “ideals and morals” when my best friend came out to her family. Possibly one day, when they are not paying my college tuition I will tell them who I really am.

            What was the point of me elaborating on and on about the narrow mindedness of my small town. My point is this, conservatives, republicans, liberals, and democrats are all proud of out country’s history. Yes, we did have some rough times through the Civil Rights Movement, but that struggle has somewhat been overcome. This civil rights movement was part of out history, and the
US started to accept people of different races. If we can accept people of different races, who look different and have different backgrounds, why can’t we accept people of different sexual orientation who might also look different and have a different background?

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